Monday, August 2, 2010
'ACCIDENTAL MONDAY'
my week was full of accidents. after all the mishaps, I guess I'm a certified accident prone-girl. here's a compiled list of my accidents from yesterday and today:
#1. I spilled 3 plastic cups of warm, less sugar soya bean at the hawker centre near my church. I created a mini commotion as an old man started clapping at the mess I caused and I bet, even the old man who was sitting comfortably on his wheelchair nearby totally witnessed the entire thing through his one eye ( the other eye of his was shut). OF COURSE I FELT TERRIBLE AND EXTREMELY GUILTY. I ended up apologising profusely to the store owner.
#2. I ACCIDENTally forgotten to scan the my ezlink card when going down the bus today!! hence I was charged the full fare! *heart wrenches. I have yet to top up my concession. (psst. using concession ROCKS! the machines cheerfully beeps and greets you with 'have a nice day' when tapped PLUS I need not tap my card when I alight, uber cool!)
#3. I was so caught up that I didn't remember to tap my ezlink when I alighted that I couldn't walk straight (don't ask me why?!) that I ended up walking off the pavement, onto the grass, slightly twisted my left feet, lost my balance and....FELL! I could feel the entire passengers on the bus I took earlier ( thank God it wasn't double decker!!) staring at me! I wish the ground could just open and swallow me whole.
I soooo need to find my centre of gravity (my belly button???) and gain utmost stability! am working on that.
ANYWAYS, it's my last week of school before I'm release for my 1 month exam break (thanks to YOG! I'm soooo proud of singapore) I need to be studious, walk, think, act, try to be.. 'AIM STUDIOUSLY'! my progress? have started writing down all my topics for my 5 papers and it does scare me, just looking at the amount of topics that reaches almost sky high. as currently, I'm so laid back!
a typical conversation in my head:
hardworking me: I NEED TO STUDY!
lazy me: didn't I already read through 1 chapter of SAPM lecture notes on saturday(: (security analysis portfolio management) *extremely proud of myself((:
hardworking me: NOT COUNTED! you fell asleep for like 40mins after reading for 15mins??!
I need to buck up and desperately need help from God to be discipline, focus,have good memory to retain the mountains of information and wisdom to apply whatever I've learnt. AMEN!
here's wishing all my friends who are taking their main exams in september(: fear not as you are not and never alone!
with all my love
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
and
with love, at 10:44 PM
