Friday, November 27, 2009
LOVE
you might be thinking, am I in love? well, not exactly. I've been chewing on the thought on what exactly is love for the past months.
when a number of people in my world are getting attached, I ask myself, is there something wrong with me?
then again, checking my motives on why I want to get attach. to have someone extra to talk to, text and the list goes on. when questioning my motives, I felt guilty as they were selfish.
I do not want my life as a teenager to be filled with impulse and regret. that's one of the worst combination of feelings to have. with less than 2 years of being a teenager, I want it to be dedicated to my various ministries. yeah, a cute, well dressed christian guy can be rather tempting. I'd go, "God! you sure know how to make such wonderful creation!".
every time I see couples doing their 'thing' around me, deep down, I know that mine is on its way. true love waits, yes it does(:
with love, at 10:06 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
hold me Jesus, I'm shaking like a leaf..
"well, sometimes my life
just don’t make sense at all
when the mountains look so big
and my faith just seems so small
so hold me Jesus, ’cause I’m shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
won’t you be my Prince of Peace
and I wake up in the night and feel the dark
it’s so hot inside my soul
I swear there must be blisters on my heart
so hold me Jesus, ’cause I’m shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
won’t you be my Prince of Peace
surrender don’t come natural to me
I’d rather fight You for something
I don’t really want
than to take what You give that I need
and I’ve beat my head against so many walls
now I’m falling down, I’m falling on my knees
And this Salvation Army band
is playing this hymn
and Your grace rings out so deep
it makes my resistance seem so thin
so hold me Jesus, ’cause I’m shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
won’t you be my Prince of Peace"
hold me Jesus by big daddy weave
with love, at 5:35 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
I WILL SURVIVE!!!
trust me,it is NO easy feat having to juggle assignments, numerous project deadlines and on top of that, housework!
I already feel tired reading the above sentence. *breathes. this week is going to be a challenging one and I AM GOING TO PULL THROUGH*! with God's help of course(:
in anything and everything that I do, I'll do it to the best that I can! scrubbing sinks till its squeaky clean and attempting as many tutorial questions as much as I can!!! I CAN DO IT!!! hahahhas
I believe that I will emerge this week a stronger andrina! whatever the world has to offer, bring it on(;
with love, at 10:48 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
if andrina can do housework, so can you!mom: so have you work out with maverick what you're doing?
me: yes!!! I'll be doing the laundry, washing up the dishes and refilling the water filter+dispenser!
why am I helping out with the housework if you might ask. my domestic helper has gone back to philippines for 2 weeks and will only be back on the 26th november. hence, my family and I had to split the household chores into 4! ( well almost)
before she flew off, she imparted VERY valuable knowledge on how to operate the stove ( I CAN switch on the stove! 1st time in 18 years!!!) and rice cooker. the first time I cooked brown rice, it turned out crispy&hard! ( did not add enough water!)
I definitely appreciate my domestic helper MORE, now that she's away. dinner is catered and delivered to my doorstep, THANK YOU GOD! we noticed, especially me, that the portions are smaller!
I'll get used to it(;
I feel more useful when contributing to a cleaner and neater home. *all smiles. with 8 more days to go, I'LL SURVIVE! YES I WILL((:
with love, at 9:34 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
THANK GOD FOR DEAP* FOOD!legend: DEAP= delicious+cheap food
I wanna thank God for the deliciously and equally cheap+so reasonably priced food in my poly. just this week, I've treated my taste buds to oh so delicious food that's under $2.50! fishballmalay+indian fried rice at $2.20!!!
*am already drooling. as a food motivated person, I simply love all types of food! from chinese to indian, italian, korean...etc I cant be happier when the weekends are around the corner as my parents would bring us to eat GOOD food! ( my family only splurges on food and holiday(:) want the best cheng teng? mt zion road! best ice kachang? beach road! best+ DEAP western food? easy peasy! temasek poly!!!
where would you andrina be happiest at? answer at a buffet!!! I LOVE BEING A SINGAPOREN!!! THANK YOU GOD:D noodles at $1.80 (no pork) and
with love, at 6:31 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
MINISTER OF LOVE&HEALTHl
et's give a warm round of applause for the new pet on the block (pet society), and! *screams, cat calling and more claps
I've recently joined pet society after much persuasion and encouragement from my little cousins. I ended up 'visiting' other people's pets on facebook. pretty much giving hugs to girlfriends' pets, saying a joke to guy friends' pets and only fighting with my little brother's pet! * I even have a natural urge to fight with him online.
so hugs and telling of jokes fall under love. health! I gave fruits to friends whose pets are very low! you name it! apples, pears, strawberry, cauliflower! hahahahas
in school, during a mock test, 11 year old students were sniffing away in harmony some in duets. my guess? morning sinus (*sighness so I thought. mega oops!)
didnt want them sniffing to distract them from doing their best so I offered tissues(: however, a boy took advantage of my act of kindness and deliberately pretended to sneeze loudly! I was like 'mean boy'! at the back of my head.
my advice? eat everything in moderation and love and be loved! *cheerio(;
with love, at 5:22 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
ENORMOUS me: class! how do you spell enormous?
class: E-N-O-R-M-O-U-S
boy x: teacher doesn't know how to spell 'enormous'?
me: yes class! that's how you spell it!
the truth is, I didn't know how to spell ENORMOUS at that time. *hit me.
another fact, working is hard! there are days where I have to stand on my feet for hours and my salivary glands+ vocal chords never seem to rest. yeap! there's more ($65* minus CPF) than meets the eye.
fact number 2, my spelling is horrendous! till today, both me and especially my mom believe that me getting an A2 for english O level was INDEED a miracle!
morale of my life story part 2.633/10* ( 1.8+ 10/12mths)? earning money is not an 'easy peasy' affair, however, what is rewarding is being able to experience what 7-8 year old kids think ( innocently). that never fails to put a mega watt, sun beamed smile on my face(:
with love, at 6:17 PM
